shitty shitty poo poo
Thursday, June 6, 2002 - 05:07 p.m.
Urgh Urgh URGH!!! that is my new word....yea so umm I sortof had a date...but, wait. What's this? oh yea! Umm they were using me so they could get back with their old gf pretty much....yea totally forgot and then said that he thought that he had to ask her to the dance to save their friendship...
Urgh Urgh poo poo!
Now i am all depressed.....-_-
it's just that ppl are talking about their dates and all...and when i think about it most of my friends have one! I am surrounded by coupled ppl....everyone besides me and Gina have a date i think...well and Katie and Claire....Humph. And now ppl are talking about preperations and i seriously thought i was gonna have a date and then voom, 7th period rolls around, Claire gives me his note and i start to read...same thing as we talked about last night. Then as i am reading i hear "C is going with lisa?? Aw they are so cute! It's good that they're friends again." So now i stop reading the note and look confused ?_? Cuz ya know...i kinda thought he was going with me. Then i start reading the note...and then he states 2 periods later that he is goin with Lisa. Good for him...but i really dont think u can go w/ two ppl. Yea so umm as if that is sh*t enuf....he send s me an e-mail and in it he says "I had to sacrifice you to regain my friendship w/ Lisa". Humph...i feel like a bloody pig right about now....great yea so y doesn't everyone complain and yell at Zoe that she is doing stuff wong in her shittiest beyond shittiest moments. It's one thing to ask another....but to use someone to get another is way to much....It just depresses me, cuz i thought he was soo nice and thoughtful and considerate, and he pulled me thru really tough times, like when i broke up with Max and other tough relationship problems....but its just that he does this.....and i don't know what to do cuz he still is nice and stuff and polite...but ugh i think he is confused in many places 2....
Me and the thunderstorm outside are very alike...
We are both angy and crying and don't have a date to the 8th grade dance. ♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:05:07 p.m.
hehe...i shouldn't be doing this but oh well!
Thursday, June 6, 2002 - 11:00 p.m.
haha i'm at school! on a library computer!!! I'm typing up my stupid science lab, cuz my comp at home is screwy and didn't work last night ->_<- hehe. Yea so i'm gonna add and entry while i finish the stupid essay/conclusion. I hate science labs they should die!! Yea and stupid science essays. POW's and Science labs should die!!! grr i hate them! yum last period in cooking we got to eat our sticky buns!! and since molly didn't want hers we each got 4!! Yea i ate 2 already (i don't have lunch today) and am saving the other 2 but promised to give matt a piece of one. Yea so there is alot of conffusion concerning the 8th grade dance now...i'll write more later cuz i gtg!!! ttyl! ♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:11:00 p.m.
I'm....SPUNKY!!!
Wednesday, June 5, 2002 - 09:10 p.m.
Accourding to sean and some other guys that is...omg...yea so it is now known that i am "hard to handle" *REM ITS THE END OF THE WORLD AS WE KNOW IT!!! Love this song! JENNIE!* hehe continuing on....
Yeah so here is the convo i had w/ him....:
UserSean3322: found a date yet?
Ziggy1310: nope
Ziggy1310: idunno i'm sick of asking guys! i've asked 3 already!! they should ask me.
UserSean3322: he he
UserSean3322: i think
UserSean3322: that
UserSean3322: well
Ziggy1310: that...
Ziggy1310: ...
UserSean3322: their intimedated
Ziggy1310: y??????
Ziggy1310: WHY!?!? y are they intimidated of me??? y are they scared?!????
Ziggy1310: ?????????????????
Ziggy1310: SEAN Y?????
Ziggy1310: sean....
Ziggy1310: answer!!
UserSean3322: sry
UserSean3322: caue
Ziggy1310: answer my question!
UserSean3322: ur very
UserSean3322: well
Ziggy1310: ....
UserSean3322: spunky
Ziggy1310: spunky?
UserSean3322: and
UserSean3322: yeah
Ziggy1310: ....
Ziggy1310: explain
Ziggy1310: ,,,
Ziggy1310: SEAN EXPLAIN RIGHT NOW!
Ziggy1310: right now...
UserSean3322: uh
Ziggy1310: y do u say this?? are u saying that guys like me...but are scared of me?
UserSean3322: cant
UserSean3322: u just r
Ziggy1310: y can't u????
Ziggy1310: i am just....
UserSean3322: ur just a realy big flirt
UserSean3322: sry
Ziggy1310: well yea i know that
Ziggy1310: .so thats y they're scared of me?
Ziggy1310: omg....that is hilariou
Ziggy1310: *hilariuos
Ziggy1310: y are they scared of me because i'm a big flirt?
UserSean3322: hmmm
Ziggy1310: grr i cnt spell
UserSean3322: more like u seem very hard to handle
Ziggy1310: hmm what?
Ziggy1310: hard to handle?
Ziggy1310: that's only because i've been friggin single for almost a year! well not if u count max...but that lasted 2 weeks but i didn't really like him all that much and he went to a different school and it was hard cuz i couldn't see him
Ziggy1310: yea he counted
Ziggy1310: y does someone wanna ask me to the dance??????
UserSean3322: its
UserSean3322: diferent
UserSean3322: than that
Ziggy1310: .......???
UserSean3322: ow well
Ziggy1310: explain in more then 2 words a message!
Ziggy1310: are u just saying guys are scared to ask me because they think i would be too big of a flirt as a gf? and flirt w/ other guys and be really wild?
UserSean3322: uhhh
UserSean3322: now i'm confused
Ziggy1310: or somthin along those lines? cuz i don't do that in a relationship that is somthin u don't do
UserSean3322: i dont know what the problem is
Ziggy1310: then....
Ziggy1310: y did u say that????
Ziggy1310: now i'm confused!
UserSean3322: ahhhhhhhh
UserSean3322: confused
Ziggy1310: just tell me y u brought this up
Ziggy1310: .....
UserSean3322: uhh
UserSean3322: to make small talk
Ziggy1310: oh....interesting way to make small talk sean
Ziggy1310: wait so guys talk about me and they mention that i would be very hard to handle?
UserSean3322: hey i didnt say that
UserSean3322: its just sorta
UserSean3322: known
Ziggy1310: oh...known
Ziggy1310: how is it known?
Ziggy1310: how can guys know that???
UserSean3322: well what kind of a question is that?
UserSean3322: they just do
Ziggy1310: but how can they???
UserSean3322: uh
UserSean3322: cause
UserSean3322: they see u flirting and they know
Ziggy1310: omg...
UserSean3322: hehe
Ziggy1310: now guys have telepathic senses of knowing a girl is h"hard to handle".....
UserSean3322: u r soooooooooo funny
UserSean3322: hahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UserSean3322: i'm just kidding
UserSean3322: wow
Ziggy1310: what!?!?!?!
UserSean3322: that was interesting
Ziggy1310: WTF?!!?
Ziggy1310: u meant they don't say
that???
UserSean3322: hashahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UserSean3322: lol
Ziggy1310: OMG!!! I"M GOING TO RIP UR HEAD OFF RIGHT NOW!
UserSean3322: g2g
UserSean3322: bye
AUTO AWAY MESSAGE: Ziggy1310: going to rip seans head off
HAHA! Grrr...haha i flipped out on him!!! Hillarious....
I AM THE QUEEN OF BLOGS!!!! Go look at Erica's blog to see why!!! hehe Luv ya Erica!!!
Yea i got shoes for the dance!!! They were pretty, pink and cheap! haha only 9 bux for nice shoes!!! their sortof hard to explain, they're slip ons w/ a square toe and a inch and a half heel with stiching at the edge of the shoe on the top then a bow at the top ontop of the stiching. They're PERTY! OMG! my sis just went to teh mall w/out but with Beat-rice and Isobel and they're mom! ISOBEL IS MY FRIEND! Y COULDN'T I COME!?!?!!! not fair!! yea and she gets these really cute shoes, AND I CAN FIT IN THEM!!! YES!
Yea so for my home experience reports i am making boulibaise (french fishy good soup from Marseilles) and lime mousee!!! YUMMY!!!! hehe
poo...My daddy left for Amsterdamn today!!! :-( I'm gonna miss him, he's gone for a week!!! Grr amsterdamn likes to take my parents away from me! My mom went there last 2 months ago!!!
WEll guess that's it! MEROZEINA!!!! hehe 1/2 of merozeina (Mero) has dates, while th other half (zeina) DOES NOT! Yea....Ok this is great...i seriously have the best luck w/ guys! 2, might be going on 3 rejections ( i had a date but due to confusing stuff he is going w/ my firend long story!) yea sooo ummm yea! Pity me y don't ya!
What should Henry's nickname be? I still like Henpuck lol
♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:09:10 p.m.
SwingBlueSkyHigh
Monday, June 3, 2002 - 08:49 p.m.
lala, swinging is fun!! It's so peaceful and relaxing...and fun! And calming and just feels that it brings u closer to everything. yea.
^_^ We had our music picnic today!!! Loads of fun!!!!! Haha this was seriously the reason i stayed in chorus this year, that and some other things lol. Yea umm Stu, stop with the bra sizes....-_-; lol *DASHBOARD CONFESSIONAL!!!* i *might* see them in concert avec Weezer!!!1 *hugs self* yea, but absolutely no one can go with me!! >_could ask Jack, Ya wanna go Jack? Yea does anyone wanna go w/ me??? lol yea but back to the picnic....Yea loads of fun! me and rose in our beautiful switched bathing suits!! yea but i really burned on my shoulders...AND STILLL BARLEY GOT A TAN! AT ALL!! grrrrrr.....but now i do have bathing suit lines on my back from the burn...grrrrrr....but yea lots of food! Fun times with Mike kareoking to Vanilla Ice and hanging by the turn tables.
Yea then we (Rose,Meg, and Matt) Walked to the Strawberry festival @ PCS after singing and dancing and hiding shoes in the school auditorium. Yea the strawberry festival was fun!! at some times....lots of food!!! hehe. Michelle and Mark, where were u??? I thought u guys were coming!!! I was looking for u!!! Ah well...yea 8th grade gossip??? hmm....now i'm scared!!!! ^_*
Wow, i have been single for almost a year now...Cuz yea i was going out w/ Jack during the strawberry festival and junk...so unles u count Max......>_% *ouch*
Someone better not be absent accourding to Rose, Meg and Matt....^_* ♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:08:49 p.m.
IT'S ALL OVER!!!!
Sunday, June 2, 2002 - 08:15 p.m.
Oklahoma that is...ah it was fun while it lasted! (which was for quite a while...) Now i get to do tons and tons of work!! FUN! not really....yea the cast party was fun 2.
I HAVE THE HICCUPS!!! *hiccup* yummy *hiccuphiccuphiccup*
Oooh!!! Fun music *hiccup* field trip tommo-*hiccup hiccup* -rrow! lol *hiccup*
Yea so my boddy does *hiccup* not *hiccup* like to tan!!!! I was out *hiccup* doing my hw *hiccup* right in the sun *hiccup* then i go *hiccup* to the *hiccuphiccup* to the pool, and i don't get tanned!!! GRR!!!!
*hiccuphiccuphiccuphiccup*
ROSE AND MATT!!! Who??? WHO IS IT??? tell me! NOW!! grr u should have just asked him when u had the chance grr....grrr....grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!YA SHOULD HAVE JUST ASKED HIM!!! I mean, what if i ask someone who i sortof wanna go w/, but the person that u were gonna ask for me i would have rather went w/??? GRRR!!!!! maybe i won't ask someone and will have to see who u wanted to set me up w/....But...What if i don't want to go w/ the person that u set me up w/? and i should have asked someone else??? GRR!! TELL ME!!! Rose...matt...
TELL ME WHO IT IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
grrrrrrgrrrrrgrrrrgrrrrgrrrr
Please?
Hey! My hiccups are gone!!!! ^_^
*hiccup*
grrrrr....>_< ♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:08:15 p.m.
lalala
Saturday, June 1, 2002 - 01:25 p.m.
lala just archiving...only 2 more performances of Oklahoma!!! SO COME SEE IT!!! NOW!!! Ahh there is a cabaret tonight after the show!!! FUN TIMES!!!! XD So come see it and have fun afterwards!!! Yea well i gtg do some work, outside in my bikini!!! TAN TIME!!! Finally!! yea lala in my old navy bikini gonna try to tan as i do some hw. OMG!!!!!!!! Ahhhh I bumped into SG yesterday! LITERALLY! acctually he bumped into me!! like after the show ended but we were still backstage but it was dark and there wassomeone like RIGHT THERE! and then the lights came up and he was like oh hey! sorry here lala ya know we're all tryin to get to our dressing rooms to get chaged but ahh he moved into me!!!!!XDXDXD!! Wow i am in Love w/ him!! not really...i just think he is really cute and hott and funny and nice and hott and cute.....XD!!! Yea ....Ok kickin myself off the comp because it is a nice day out, so Zoe is gonna do her hw outside, in her bikini, WHILE SHE TANS!!! AHH LOVERLY SONG BY that Blink mix group thats like go cart experiment or somthin....oh well!
Rose, TELL ME! its cruel and unusual punishment....Who??? U too matt! Grrr....u should have just asked him!! cuz maybe i'll ask someone who i just sorto wanna go w/...but maybe i wanna go with the person ur asking more!!Well rose, atleast it's not the same person lol ♥
Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:01:25 p.m.
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