wow that is an awesme beyond awesome song!!!! ^_^ haha Hale is SUCH a trendsetter!!! She told me about them MONTHS ago and now they are such a hit!!!! hehe
Wow yea so Okie opens in 4 days!!! SCARY!!! U ALL HAVE TO COME SEE IT~!!!! Its @ the players club!!
blah my stummy really hurts!!!! :'-( OUCH!!! it really really really really really hurts!!!!! like stabbing sickening pains..... hehe i got to stayhome cuz iwas soo tire and i slept!! !I SLEPT THE WHOLE DAY!!! well pretty much...i needed it soo much though!!!! ugh still have lots of work.....stupid portfolios and science and a bunch of other stuff. :-/ i dunno i might post junk later. Later taters! ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:08:32 p.m. oops
Monday, May 20, 2002!!!
yea so i can't be online for the rest of this week!!!! that means that i probably won't be able to blogas much as i usually do during the week. (believe me, i WILL find ways to blog for all of u wonderful ppl during the week!!!) wow my comp is making funny noises when i type! haha sorry for being sortof hypocritical in the last one, i said i wouldn't talk about it...but i did!! Wow i think i found a place to get layouts!!!! i will look...i just i think i can find them there! yea i so started this entry right at 12!!!! grrr.... well tiredness! nightnight all! ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:12:01 a.m. is zoe acctually *gasp* normal???
Sunday, May 19, 2002!!!
haha well now i am!!!! Yea sorry for the real finger-pointing-i'm-really-pissed-off speech yesterday. As i said, Zoe is normal! :-D I had biiiiig beyond big-dome talk today, and things are pretty good. I forgot to menion a BUNCH of things yesterday. WEll yea i DO NOT WANT TO MENTION GV, or anything having to do w/ it!!!!!! i said what i needed to say, and talked through it, and now things are better for me. I just require certain measurments to be taken so miztakes don't happen again, or anything of the sort happens again. Its sooo confusing!!!! its just i was disgusted that a person could be so egotistical, and treat ppl like they were his "hoes", so then they started acting like it. and the thing is i want to forgive the ego-tistical pimp.. :-/ maybe cuz i felt he was a really good friend, and if we forgive, we can forget that it ever happened. I think in some ways we blamed the wrong ppl the most, because they were incrediably miss-understood, but they do admit that they took things to far. It wasn't only one person obviously who did it. Its just that one person started something and the other carried it further. I have heard one story, and i wait to hear another.
I'm begining to organize my thoughts more clearly and soo much makes sense!!!! I seriously shoudl become a pyscholanalyst or a psycologist or somthin, i'm becoming great at analyzing ppl and how they behave and y they behave like that, and what causes it and so on. Its really helpful in relationships and times like these, cuz i can totally see y ppl did what they did, and what caused other things. And i now have a great understanding.
UGH!!! sooo much work! Cuz i got home, got my hair done and cut, got ready for gv, went to the gv, got home and slept, woke up early and went to rehersal till 3, then had to walk hom, wrap presents and go to the party which ended at 11:30 or somthin, but got home at 12 (don't ask). Then i SLEPT!!!! for hours!!!! then got up ate breakfast and did some other things then went to rehersal which ran from 12-7!!!! so yea then i had dinner and have beeen doing ALL THIS FRIGGEN WORK!!!!! ahh i have soo much of it!!! ITS NEVER ENDING!!!!! grrrr and this stupid portfolio!!! AND I CAN'T FIND MY STUPID SCIENCE TEXT BOOK!!!! Maybe Henry will let me borrow his...haha i didn't tell u all did i?
WEll i was on late last night ( well acctually REALLYREALLY early this morning...) too *blush* oops, even though i wasn't suppose to be...and so yea i was talkin to Henry and it turns out he left his math book at school, so he wanted to see if he could borrow mine. This is at 12:48 in the morning lol. So he lives a few houses down the block (which he considers not to be Swatmo, since it is oh so close to ridley...or its ghetto swatmo...) and hes like ok i'll come pick it up and give it to u 2morrow and i said ok. So i'm looking for my back pack, and i realize that i left it at katie's house!!!! So i tried telling him but he had already left!!! lol So he gets to my door, and i felt oh so bad telling him that i left it at katie's...(haha not!) lol jk, yea Henry, u know i did it just to torture u! just to pull u out of ur warm house onto the dark cold streets of vassar ave....
haha great memories, asking 2 hott highschoolers if we could have 2 rolls of toilet paper! lol yes Jenn and Isobel's almost-famous scavenger hunt!!!!! Haha the Ed Rendell signe...I want that hanging in my room!! OMG!! MY DAD GOT ONE!!! I WANT IT!!!!!!!! hehe we soo won~! We were the only ppl who found a pathmark bag!! Oh yes lindsay, we are SUCH goddesses!!! WE FOUND EVERYTHING ON OUR HALF OF THE LIST IN 25 MINUTES!!!!!! hehe.
what else to write?? ah nothin i tink....i'm soo tired!!! GTG TO BED!!!!!!! SLEEP TIMES!!!!!! ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:11:34 p.m. Wow
Sunday, May 19, 2002!!!
Wow u don't know how often i have used that word today...lol Yea but before i write anything (it won't be alot...) u have to go read my friend Gina's blog. She is just way to amazing and shouldn't go w/out credit, so yea GO TO HER BLOG!!!! I linked her on the side, under the title D&D or somthin....its her's and Sarah's...her entry is the reallyreally long one.
Yea another long reherasal today...one of the first times ever on stage avec les scenes et props et parts of costumes. Sorry for liek partially writing in french lol. Yea so it was pretty weird and odd but not really. Haha i almost fell off the stage in "Farmer and the Cowman" Cuz we have to do this virginia reel thing (its a dance term...its where ur in a circle and u grab hands and pull though...nvm i won't try...) yea and there was a circle in the middle and our outside circle didn't want to move in and i was liek centimeters from the stage edge and stuff...lol. Yea so everyone is soo nice and gave me all this food cuz i forgot my lunch today. Grrr i don't even want to touch on the subject of dressingrooms....the girl who said she would switch w/ me went back on her word and now wants to be int he dressing room! so now its really messed up, and like shes a friend of mine but everyone said it would be a lot easier if we could just switch and if she was politly booted out of the room...i love her but yea...and i talked to the directors and they said i could change in there and stuff but i couldn't have my stuff in there and me and my friends were all excited but yea....well michelle and emily invited me into theirs so maybe i'll hang in their dressing room....but i really liked mine and was totally looking forward to being in there :( *sigh* well we can't always get what we want can we...Yea rehearsal in less than 12 hours so i should sleep...haha we were just alkign about having a comp in ur room and the effects and how we would stay up all night...well i do!!! its hard not to! lol
yea so i guess everyone knows what happened at the gv...so i don't think i will have to write it down. I feel horrible in my own little way, because i feel in a way that i've totally lost someone that i...i dunno...thought i cared about as a pretty good friend for a while. I have to say that what happened could deffinatly have been prevented and so many ppl were hurt...that to me it was just disgusting and rude and awful.
I don't think i have ever cursed this much in a period of a few days.
it is truley upsetting to me what happened...it was gross and i really expected better of ppl, ppl who i thought changed and seemed to have and were acting all nice that day, real buddy like but then i guess that they can go and play out a lil game like that and get away with it.
Nuh uh hunny...not here....not now...not ever. U screwed up, and now u know...considering for what u did u have thousands of ppl barking down ur back, and u probably regret it. I told u to be careful, but for some reason of another u didn't understand. It seems to me that u didn't understand a bunch of things. Didn't understand how to treat ur friends, and didn't understand how to treat urself, to become somthing so ugh, no i won't say it. I could but i won't. It really sickens me that u go and try to apologize, thinking that if u say "I'm sorry" that everything will be strawberries and cream, a little sundae w/ whipcream and a cherry top top it off. Nope sorry, once u do somthin like that, ppl won't forgive and forget with a little wimpy "I'm sorry" Not in this game...U screwed urself into a ditch and u think that if u plead for forgiveness to the ppl u hurt most, that they will hand u a rope, or even build u a staircase to get you out of here. But since this isn't the first time, the first strike its not happening. It was a game, and u struck out. ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:12:14 a.m. yeah...
Saturday, May 18, 2002!!!
I deleted the last two entries before anyone could really see them...at least i don't think anyone saw them...I mean they weren't bad or junk, but maybe some ppl might have been offended and part of it was pretty personal, i guess to personal on the web where anyone has access to. Well gtg get ready for Okyourmama rehersal. Its raining out. Its really cold. ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:08:41 a.m. Mango Juice and Pesto!
Thursday, May 16, 2002!!!
Wow! I CAN MAKE DINNER! 'Tis amazing, isn't it? Wow yes! GET A DRESSING ROOM FOR OKYOURMAMA! hehe.....cuz yea Emily Gray switched And Claudia is rethinking a bunch of rooms cuz of costumed changes and junk....BUT I GET A DRESSING ROOM!!!! *Hugs self* YAY! tehehe Yea we had rehearsal for the ballet...funfunfun!!! Wow i think i found myself a new sex god...hehe *sighs* Dan! XD!!! Wow he is just soo......SEX GODDISH!!!! And hott, and sexy, and built, and YUMMYYUMMYLISCIOUS!!!! XDXDXDXDXD!!!!! ahhhhhh.....and his smile!!!! wow talk about a meltdown!!!!! hehe sorry!!!! Its just yea, and wow! he is the exact same age for the sex god!!! but i don't think he plays in a band likke stiff dylans or w/e like Robbie does....ah well hes dreamy and he can sing and thats enuf for me! :-D
What else?
Oooh!!!! I got my stuff for Ballibay today!!! BALLIBAY!!!!! hehe its "the *cheesy smile*Balli way!" lol FOUR WHOLE WEEKS!!!! its gonna be sooo much fun!!! XD!~!
Oh yeah! Edd and Sasha are goin to prom 2morrow!!!! But sasha quit Okie! pooo well i didn't know her that well, but she was pretty cool i guess...when she wasn't smoking and drinking that is. But besides that.....
Wow!!! I feel soooo loved!!!!! Lots of ppl are helping me find a date to the dance!!!!! YAY!!!! i have lots of suggestions....well i have a maybe/i dunno cuz they might not be going so i guess thats a NO! That's ok! I just sortof want a date...but with someone that i acctually will be pleased to have around... lol such an interesting phrase....Well can't think of anything to write....lala well then LATERTATERS! ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:07:55 p.m. Late up!
Wednesday, May 15, 2002!!!
yea it really is....ugh i should go to bed!!! But i decide to write to you all instead! OMG! that rhymes!!! Wow i'm almost as good as Travis! haha...no. lol yea do u wanna hear is rap about me?
Trav's Rap For Zoe:
oprah, winfrey, is rOlLs of fun, but not as fat as my rhymes is, son
zoe b. is her name playin the boyzszsz heart's is her game, she's a carnivore, she feasts on the week, and now that the weak have been hunted, she kills.....the geeks
PAPA DON'T PREACH!!!!!!! J'AIME LE SONG!!!! hehe I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!! hehe sorry. Oh yes isn't travs rap good? yeah the problem is that HE WON'T STOP NOW!!!! grrrr hehehe. lol I'm a "Rock Show Girl" accourding to my friends lol.
hehe i was the first to comment on KOBMNN!!!!!(Knocked out by my nunga-nungas) hehe check out my lil response thing to it on Amazon.com!!! oooh good song on the cage match opposing Papa Don't Preach. *sings* There's a right wya...theres a wrong way...theres my way and there's the highway.....lalala! yea somthin like that!!!!!
I guess it will soon be a custom for me but the:
DAILY 8TH GRADE DANCE UPDATE!!!!!
Well, Erica is going with Someone...but i can't say who!
Emily is going w/ Sean
Ally and Stuart
Michelle and Ian
Jennie of course is goin w/ Mark
Kat and Jack are going together
Meghan and Matt are goin together
Molly and Tiernan (don't ask how i know lol) (Oh yea, and if u don't want ur name up on this list lol just tell me!)
Yea and notice whos name is missing from the list?
MINE!!!!!!!!
and some others of course....yea well i'm thinking about ppl, i mean u don't need a date but i guess i want one! WEll obviously if i'm desperate enough to put a link on my aim profile that if u click and u pressed enter would send me:Yes! I'll go to the 8th grade dance with you! As i told you, i want a date
and that just shows how bad i want one!
But everyone says that if i don't have a date, i could dance with all of their dates!
...
But its still not the same!!!!!!!!! grrrr.... Ah well, guess i'll have to live w/ it for the time being!!!
Pit test tommorow in math! fun.....lol acctaully i totally understood this unit and junk so everything is all good! :-D well i gtg take a shower the dirty lil person i am!
G'night All! Sleep Tight! Don't let the lil buggers bite!
Yea...I'm leaving...don't worry....
♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:10:03 p.m. I WANNA RUN THROUGH THE HALLS OF MY HIGHSCHOOL!!!
Tuesday, May 14, 2002!!!
omg this is liek the 3rd time i've heard this song today!!! ITS SOO GOOD!!! I first heard it on 88.5 (kindof a random station to here it on) and me and my dad were tlaking about it and how its really directed towards teens and i said yea it could deffinatly be used for a teen show opening song. OMG ITS THAT PAPA DON'T PREACH!!! I just heard this today!!! GOOD SONG!!!! i heard it and i'm like is this papa don't preach~! By Kelly Osborn and ppl from Incubus!!! AWESOME KICK ASS CAGE MATCH!!! finally a girl singer on Y100!!! Yea so when were driving to Kats house it came on (the running through halls song) and i was like its that song that i heard on 88.5! And it was kidna weird to then hear it on Y100....lol then i was JUST singing it and then i turn on Y100 and its playing!!! FREAKINESS!!!! Oh but this Papa Don't preach song is AWESOME!!!!!! Ooh new favorite song!!!! lol. wow u know Kat this somehow reminds me of somthin that u would sing!!! lol
Anywhoo....In other news!
JENNIE AND MARK! Newest couple! *tweettweet!* jk! oh but yay!!!! I'll stop now!!!!!
Grr stupid 8th grade dance rules!! i mean its not like i'm going out w/ anyone that i couldn't bring....but i seriously doubt that there is anyone that can go that would want to go w/ me! i mean seriously....I dunno!!!!! But E-MAIL ME! a LIST of ppl that u think i could ask or would want to go w/ me!!!! Or ask me urself!!!! Seriously! I probably won't say no!!!! But u have to go to my school, and be in 8th grade, so it narrows the ppl down a bit :( . Oh well, but yea send me a list! I'm NOT JOKING!!!!! i want a date!!! lol i could be a loner....but everyone else has a date and i'll be a REAL loner!!! yea fun....i wouldn't go except yea thats not a choice cuz believe me, my friends will drag me to it! lol.
yea and there's a gv this weekend! (haha which i'm beeing dragged to! (Kat!) lol) but i do sortof wanna go....i mean it is our last one and all.....:-/ haha i should make a poll!!! Im me ur answer!!! (Im usually online) so click on my s/n under contacts and im me! lol IM ME ANYWAYS!!!! WEll its gettin late!!!!!!!!!!!! *yawn* contact me and make me happy!!!! :-D Yea my happiness took a sortof dip... :-/ ? i dunno!!!! GRRR LIFE IS SOO CONFUSING! well gotta go to bed! Sleeptimes as Henry or Hank or H-Money(...) says lo. Later Taters!
ahh sorry randomness!! JIMMY EAT WORLD!!! I LOVE THEM!!! HALEY FRIGGIN BURN ME THEIR CD ALREADY!!!!!! AND ALL THE OTHERS!!!!
Thank you for letting me me that lil public service announcement! :-D ♥
Zoe likes to rub her tummy...^_^ at:10:06 p.m. hehe
Monday, May 13, 2002!!!
Spark Slut test!
hehe i love this pic! hahah oh yes i am such a slut! 32%!!! I am 76% cleaner than the rest of the world and 23% slutter than the rest of the world!!!! lol wow not as bad as i thought!!!! ♥
Info: name: Zoë! nicknames:Zozo, Zobo, Bobo, Zoebegloey, Zoesephine, Zo-isha, Georgie, Gee, Zee the list goes on and on! Status:Single....:-/ But its getting kinda old.... Song: Papa Don't Preach! oooh! And the new one from JEW! (haha Jimmy Eat's Worls spells jew!!!) Book:Still Jane Eyre....its long!! And I've read soo many other books!! like Knocked Out By My Nunga-Nungas!!!!!! (the 3rd and new book in my "bible"!) Quote:"Happiness isn't happiness without a violin playing goat! I like:Amtrack Trains(...) and guys in general lol (but expecially toronto, English and ridley!!!!XD) Lax and Field Hockey (but i might do crew next year!) All kinds of skiing, Shriley Temples and Pina Coladas, cheese fries & hott guys XD, speaking french, pretending to be British (our Ace Gang!), anything having to do w/ ATFSS and the rest of the series!!! ROCK! i'm interested in tons and tons of bands! love Y100 and tiffany's jewlery if u wanna get me anything ;) oh yea and my true blue buds who stick w/ me to the end! U know who u are ace gang and others!!!
