Bad bad baddy bad bad news...But there is some good news too!
Thursday, May 30, 2002 - 10:58 p.m.


Well what should i say first....the horrible horrible news...or the good news?

I guess i'll get the bad over with first.

Well I sortof played hookie today (more later), but on returning to Oklahoma and the social world an unfortunate thing happened.
Well it happened earlier today....but i heard about it then.
Yea so i'm talking to Jennie...and yea...our notebook was found. >_<;;;;;;; >_<;;;;;; eeeeeeeek!!! not good.....not good at all. Acctually we didn't say anything horendous....alteast i don't tink so....i dunno i haven't seen that notebook in AGES! but yea someone found it....but luckily *hopefully* promptly returned it....uh oh...well they know quite a few things now...i think. Well it all depends who saw it and what they told ect. Ugh life is sucky poo >_<

But it does have it's good points ^_^...

Like today! I missed my bus this morning...so i asked my mommy for a ride. She said it didn't make any sense to drop me off then pick me up for my doc. appointment, so in result i get another hour and a half of sleep. ^_* Then we go to the doc.s (Ya don't really need to know about it!) But the docter was really nice! SHe's the nicest doc i have ever had!!! Yea but they decided to run all these tests, so my appointment ended up being 2 hours long! When we left i looked at my watch and was liek "Mom, i missed my lunch. Can we go get some?" So my mom said sure! and we went to this really nice cafe place in media and got reallyreallyreally good food!!!! Oh yea and we are looking through this thing at upcoming concerts at the tweeter center and discussing the artists, when i see an advertisement for weezer!!! and the concert date is 6 days after iget back form BAllibay!!! YAYAY! and my mom said that i could go! And bing a few friends!! ahh! Its WEezer a Dashboard Confessional!! Ahh some of my favourite bands!!! And some other one liek sparta!XDXDXDXDXD ^_^ Then my mom says to me: Do you wanna go get ur nails done? I haven't gotten my nails done in ages!!! So we go and i get a perty french manicure (i can't have colours cuz of okyourmama, plus i like frenh manicures alot!!!) and they did a nice job and it was only 13 bux!!! Yea but unfortunatly from the ruff and tuff of my life, my pointer finger nails are startin to chip :-/. oh well! Yea so then it's pretty much like, mom and daughter play hookie day!!!! ^_^ so my mom says: Do u wanna go look for a dress for the 8th grade dance??? HELL YEA!!! So we go, and i thuoght we were goin to the springfield mall, but no! WE ARE GOIN TO KING OF PRUSSIA!!!! AHHH!!! XDXDXDXD!!!! Yayayay!! !That place is heaven for me!! OMG I LOVE THAT PLACEE!!!! Buy me it for my 14 b-day!!!! hehe. anywhoo...so we first go to nordstoms and there is a cute black dress with big prints but it fits weird and is messed up....so we move on to other stores! I won't go into detail about other junk....Yea but i just love the KOP mall!!! ahhh...yea well i went into rampage, and i tried on this white dress that was really pretty and cute, cept it liek dorrped really low and it looked exactly like the petty coats in Okie....SCaRY! yea so i didn't get that one. (even though i know u all wanna see me in it! haha!) and then i tried on this black adress with big white flowers which was cute... BUT I DON'T WANT A BLACK DRESS!!! So we are heading over to urban outfitters (THEY FINALLY HAVE ONE THERE!!!) and bloomingdales and i see this store, Tara Jarmon and see perty dresses in the window! So i drag ma mom over there and my mom is mumbling how expensive everything is

and then i see it

THE DRESS OF MY DREAMS!!! It was perfect!!!!! ^_^ absolutely perfect! Its my dream dress!! Yea but it wasn't a pretty sum, but for a dress like this, that i would wear again and again, oh its incrediable! I feel like a prima ballerina in it! it looks sortof liek a ballet costume.

And it was exactly what i was looking for!!!

Yea so i split cost with mom then we split from there, we spent a wile in there!!! We looked at other stores but couldn't shop more than that. So then there is so much traffic! Then i run home, grabe stuff for okie and run out. As we are getting onto Michigan Ave, there are theses stupid guys working on the road! And they didn't even put a sign up!!! Yea so we sat there for like 10 minutes then zoomed up to the Players Club. Yea so i am all bursting with happiness about that!!!!! hehe YAY!!!
Yea so now i have my dress!!!

But what about a date??? ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:10:58 p.m.

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Candybars are starting to irk me....again
Wednesday, May 29, 2002 - 08:30 p.m.


To start off this entry i would like to give a few shoutouts to my lovely visitors!! ^_^ I love you all! And i hope you come back!!!! XD
To those marvy Britts over @ ImperialCollege and other places, u guys rox the tops!
And You People from MIch. U. in Ann Arbor Mich. You guys rox too!! CUz my dad grew up there and i love Mich. university...wait is that right? cuz yea...Sorry! But whatever college/university thing u are...U ROCK! lol
CANADIANS! Hehe yea toronto guys are hott! XD if u are one, drop me a message on aim or e-me! the links are at the top ^_^
All the cool other countires who have aonly been there a few times...COME ON! U gotta get to the top! Well here they are:
New Zealand!
China!
Land of the Swiss Miss!
Phillipines!
India!
Singapore!
And then there are some networks and unknowns but besides that....

Ahh big Wash. DC trip today!!! ^_^ Bag o' fun that trip was!! hehe yea got to take lots of perty pics at liek millions of different memorials. But then there were the sad parts, liek the whole holocaust museum. I will never be able to forget that poem about the shoes and a bunch of other things.

Yea on a lighter note...

Sortof...

Finally getting some help with my search for a date. Thanks Sean! i guess...acctually you didn't help too much....grr y can't we take guys from other schools? We don't need dates...but i dunno. Its the fact that i'll be all alone! I mean everyone else during the slow songs will be dancing w/ someone...while i just sit there...and sulk...and u don't want me to sulk and cry do you? hmm....hum dee dum dum dum. Lala candybar 26 is starting to irk me again....humdeedumdumdum, and don't we know that Prima ball? yea...

Grrr anything hypocritical irks me....i hate myself when i am a hypocrite and i seriously try not to be...even though i know i can be...its human nature!!! But to that extreme....when you totally just pop the top then do the same thing....wow thats really wrong. I dunno...i'm sorry if i am being hypocritical but these are my thoughts, and yes you are free to judge them. (But please be nice!!) yea so that is irking me and bunches of other peeps.
Yes....everyone says i should go w/ this guy......but i dunno! Yea......I'll shuddup now. Corey says that is is my destiney that i go w/ him...and that a wise man once said that i should go w/ him... hmm....the wise man and destiney must be on somthin Corey....haha i feel special! Thanks Gina for thinking about me!!! Ever since the whole thing w/ MO didn't work out, i have also been thinking of ppl u could go with! WE should get everyone dates!! hehe i solved one single person already sortof....lots of ppl are going as friends...maybe i'll ask that person as friends...

Yea well i gtg write this mockingbird essay thing...funtimes!

One last thing....i totally feel the same way Matt....(the lil thing at the bottom of your profile)liek sortof...the thing hasn't acctually happened to me, but i feel like it...a lot... ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:08:30 p.m.

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F!!!!
Monday, May 27, 2002 - 05:41 p.m.


omg! grrrrrrrrr......grrrr......GRRRR!! I am soo F-ing mad!!! Ok i was writing this entry for all y'all, and then i clicked on this link and it took me to this page and then when i went back the entry no longer existed!! GGRRR!!! Well yea lemme try to write it all again.... -_-;


ok well yea so Haley was late for her surprise b-day party...and then i ran home and got to the mall just in time to save kat from matt and jack's crazy boy-ness. Then matt got new shoes *Finally!* and an outfitt for the 8th grade dance. *me and Kat helped him on that one* and when me and Kat were looking at dresses in Macy's Jack flips out and starts PMS'ing saying that he has to get an outfitt and we have dresses and yaddayadda....i didn't find anything really, and Kat thinks she is gonna wear the dress that she had as a back up. And Jack got really nice pants. Yea and then we got yummy pretzles and i got back 45 minutes after i was suppose to be back and amazingly the loons didn't attempt to commit homicide! lol.

Yea so now i'm working on my play portfolio....and my room smells really weird.....Play writing is like...

OMG! ONLY 4 MORE WEEKS TILL BALLIBAY!!!!!!

haha i am eating 2 different flavors of bubble-gum! One is bubbleliscious and the other is bubbleyum....YUM!

Yea so me and Kat are brainstorming on the "getting-zoe-a-date-for-the-8th-grade-dance" front. haha do u know what Henry said? He said that out of all my friends, he expected me to have had a date to the dance. Well...i was the first to get a date (not including ppl with bf's.) oh well....*sigh* it's not that big of a deal! i guess.....

Ahh! T-storm!! so i gtg and get off the comp!  ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:05:41 p.m.

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How desperate someone can be for money.....LMAO!
Saturday, May 25, 2002 - 12:37 p.m.


Wow, yesterday was the best!!! Omg i have never laughed that much in one day!!! And then we had opening night which was unbelivalbe!! WE WERE SOOOO AWESOME!! GO US!! hehe thanks Sarah C. for the rose!! It's soooo pretty! :-D

Ok well this is y it was sooo great, u might not get it and think its not really that funny, BUT OHWELL! It was incrediablly hilarious to me and others!!! :-P
ok so me and Henry had another interesting convo about a bunch of random things, but so the last thing he says to me is that he is gonna scalp me if i go on his side of the street! So all day he was doing theses *scalping* motions and stuff, it was really funny. Anyways...so Rose saw this and she says "Yea, i think Henry is gonna sell your hair for money Zoe." and i said "Wow, he must really need money or something." and she says "Yea, but he could be even more desperate!!!"
Omg we were laughing sooo hard!! *you better get what she meant by saying *more desperate*...u do don't u? Well if u don't, SHE MEANS PROSTITUION FOR GOD"S SAKE!!! Cuz u know some really really desperate pp who need money prostitute themselves. Yea so we were laughing soo hard, and no one got it! Cuz yeah they weren't really listening to our convo....haha omg! I was laughing sooo hard that i was crying! Ahh she said something else but yea aww Henry don't take offence to this!!! ah but she wrote down on my paper *exposure to manly boobs* OMG! I was laughing so hard i couldn't breath! omg it was soooooo hilarious beyond belief! I couldn't stop laughing the whole day!! ok so yea now its 7th period in Language Arts, and once again Henry is doing his *Scalping* motions to me, so ya know how steroetypical indians have lil feathers on the back of their heads? Well i put my 2 of my fingers up behind my head, and sortof flicked him off (it was kinda by mistake acctually....) and Henry was like "Omg! Zoe! I can't believe u!" and everyone turns to me and their liek "Wat?!? What?!?! huh? What did u do?" omg it was soo funny then we did the Mr. Ko and Mr. James funny hand movements and made faces. haha hilarious. Wow yea soo i was laughing really hard. Ok and then afterwards (still during LA) Henry does his lil *scalping* motion, so i yell at him "Desperate!" and he didn't really get it...and then Rose says "But he could be even more desperate!" and me and her start laughing, then Matt (I sortof explained to him what happened in Cooking class) Yells "PROSTITUTION!!" and Henry, gets this lok liek "What the hell?" cuz i guess Matt didn't understand that henry didn't know about that whole convo i had with Rose, like Henry didn't hear that part, so henry has absolutely noooo idea what is going on! And he has this really weird look on his face, and Matt says "Henry...don't look at me like that!" like implying that Henry was looking at him in a seductive way or somthing.....oh wow sooo hilarious LMOA 10 bazilliion times hilarious!! AHHH!!! hahahaha. Then in music, Some of the guys, (Alex K, Mar R, Tiernan, Mike M, and Henry i think..) made up this song, based on their lil saying "GO SUCK A BIRD!" yea, that was hilarious too....seriously like there was this one point where they kept on saying bird and playing stuff on the keyboards and then Tiernana yeslls "GO SUCK ONE!" omg...haha brilliant brilliant fabbity fab fab day!!!

ooh and something else makes me really happy!! ^_^

Ok, so after Oklahoma Opening i was goin home to get stuff to go to Kat's, and on the way their i was talking to mom. She was like, "Are u and matt in a fight or something? Because when u were with Jennie once, and one time when i was talking to u, he was looking at you alot, and it seemed that he wanted to come over and talk to you, and he seemed like he was about to but then he turned away or somthin." So i was majorly confused, because
1. Matt didn't go to Oklahoma (I know this for a fact)
2. It was someone else who was acting like that, and i know who it is, and they have been acting like that for awhile!!!

And i don't mind it ;-) I dunno...it's sortof weird. But yea when i heard that and figured that it was him, they way my mom described it, and even Kat, Kristina and Jennie said it was probably him!!!!! XDXDXDXD!!! Wow that makes me happy. Rose i do not care if he is a ass (or in your terms he is a bitch lol) atleast u admitted he was hott! Oh well i don't care about wat happened in 6th grade during *Once Upon a Mattress*...That was 6th grade!! i dunno and when i saw a show during the fall at the Players Club, he was there and someone said to me, i think it was Erica said, "Hey Zoe, *blank* looks liek he is checking you out! He keeps on looking at you and stuff." I dunno she said something like that....But still! Yea I guess he doesn't think that i'm dumb like a donkey and look like on too.....yea believe me that wasn't a fun experience! Hmm...but i dunno if he likes me, but i dunno just they way that he sortof acts towards me....he is really cute....and he was really good last night in Oklahoma, alot of ppl said so.

Ahh! Speaking of Okie...OPENING NIGHT WAS GREAT!! Ahh Awesome~! EVERYONE DID A PHENOMENAL JOB! hehe and i get to do it again tonight! in like 7 hours and 20 minutes! COME SEE IT!!! It's at the Players Club of Swatmo, at 7:30 tonight. Go to the players club web site here: for more info. Yea and There is a party for the cast, crew and pit afterwards!!! FUN TIMES!!!!

Omg, last night at Kat's was GREAT! ahh Darrins Dance Grooves, first kisses... hahaha! Ahhh Kat, next time u go to the bathroom Pleaze don't pee thru the door!!! LMAO! ahh that was great!! Ah and we didn't get to bed till like....4:30! haha i was up for like 23 hours! Yea So we had our own little Okie cast party! WE had everyone in the cast there! lol...joki! haha yes everyone go on my aim s/n profile and click on where it says to!! ahh great fun great fun.

What else to write about? it's amazing that i wrote this much about 1 day!!! AHHH Washington Trip is on WEdnesday, tuesday is the festival and we have monday off!! FUN!!! hehe well i have sooooo much work to do!! TTYL! I know u had lots and lots of fun reading this INCREDIABLY long entry!

lots of Luuuuuuuuuuurve,
*Gee Zee

And remember boys and girls,
It's not sexual harrassment if you enjoy it ; ) ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:12:37 p.m.

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and entry dedicated to....
SAMAR!!
Friday, May 24, 2002 - 03:52 p.m.


hehe yea i am dedicating this entry to Samar because she is soo beautiful. (She paid me to say that acctually....) haha no, but she wanted me to dedicate an entry to her! Samar does not have a blog, but is still cool :-D but that means i can't link her! but her s/n is FAS95 if ya do wanna talk to her! Hehe yea she is sooo hilarious (Almost as funny as me!!) and LOVES chocolate! liek she is a chocolate maniac....haha and guess what Samar? I'M HAVING CHOCO ICE CREAM!!! hehe yummy, And Samar Babar is going to see her cool Bahi friends!!! Hey all of y'all! Brian and Roya!! BAHI CONFERENCE!!! haha i'll stop now. Yea so this is your beautiful enrty Samar, for a beautiful Samar Babar!! haha funfunfun!! :-D wow i am seriously on something...ahh write more later in a different entry, BEDCAUSE THIS ONE IS FOR BEAUTIFUL SAMAR BABAR!!! haha heyhey Samari!


WE OPEN FOR OKLAHOMA IN JUST A FEW HOURS!!!!! :-D!!!! ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:03:52 p.m.

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Sex Positions...
Thursday, May 23, 2002 - 11:03 p.m.




Take the What Sex Position Are You? test by Ley Ley

Haha, FORBIDDEN SEX POSITIONS!!!!!, yea i guess this was the closet one to me, i looked at the rest and i guess it seems right....
I am very romantic, and i do love to kiss and cuddle!!! :-D, and yes, i do dream of walking along the beach avec mon amour (my love for u non french speaking peeps!) under the night sky. Je suis trest romantique, et j'aime embrasser et reve de cuddle! De la marche le long de la plage avec mon amour sous le ciel de nuit. Ahh, doesn't it sound so beautiful in french??

Wow, i REALLY need a boyfriend...


AHH!!! FABBITY FAB FAB NEW HOOBASTANK SONG!!! AHH!!!! Their lead is sooo hott!!!


grrr!!! Y am i always thinking about guys?!?? like its every minute....i guess that's just how i am! And also that everything is sooo relationship focused and guy/girl and that we all have to mate and populate the globe.


I swear the world is trying to torture me

JUST BECAUSE I'M SINGLE!!!!

...and that i have been for a while.....


GRRRRR!!!!!!!

i will not go to a VFMA I will not go to a VFMA I will not go to a VFMA i will not go to a VFMA i will not go to a VFMA


And i will not bring up "Ray" again...

No matter what!

*looks around, takes out pen and writes "I love Ray" on hand*

Hey! it can't hurt....can it? And by the way...

When's the next VFMA? ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:11:03 p.m.

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I STILL PICK MY FRIENDS OVER U!!!
Thursday, May 23, 2002 - 10:04 p.m.


OMG i love this song!!! Ahh NFG rox!!! (New Found Glory if ya didn't get that...) it has been on the cage match for like 4 days!!! AHH AWESOME SONG!!!!!!!! hehehe Wow i am infatuatedwith this song...MY NEW FAVOURITE SONG!!!!!! hehe.JUNE 11!! Thats when their new cd comes out!!!!!

Ahh i am so happy about my blog....i was getting really really sick of the other one....this one is all summery!! STOP SEXUALLY HARRASING MY BLOG!!! It is beautiful :-D

Yes! I LOVE BRITTS!!!! Hehe as we all know, humourous brittish semi-smutty books are brilliant! Brilliant, brilliant!!! lol Ah yes and british spelling....i spell british and i always have!!! Ah and the guys there.... ; ) ok ya know that Mary-Kate and Ashley movie? The one where they go to London? (i was baby-sitting my sis and some friends....) Omg, but that guy in that?? COME ONE!! Seriously!!!! HE BE HOTT!!!!! Ahhh... :-P hehe wow, wouldn't i love to full frontal snog him!!!! Ahhh Georgia Nicholson series!!! BEST BOOKS IN THE WORLD!!! Ahh yea and we have our own lil ace gange! an i'm Georgie since i am soo much like her! (Also i was the only one w/ big enuf nunga-nungas!!!) haha yea and Rose is Jas, and Jennie is Jools (or julez....) and Meghan is Rosie, and we still have to fix a bunch of roles...AHH PRETENDING TO BE BRITISH IS DA BOMB!!!! hehehe isn't it Rose?? Aw, poor Megs can't do a verg good british accent. Wow yea so i grab Elizabeth's yearbook, and say (really quickly and loud) "WHERE ARE ALL THE HOTT BRITISH GUYS!??!!" hehe...but unfortunatly she had to go to a International school, but their wre some nice Swede's ; )

Yea...I really do need a bf, don't i? ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:10:04 p.m.

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YES!!!!!
Wednesday, May 22, 2002 - 11:13 p.m.


it works!!!!! IT WORKS!!! Omg!!! Do u know how happy i am?!?! OMG I AM SOOO HAPPY!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!! hehehehe. la its really late and again there is something to finish!!!! WEll ttyl!!! OOH! GO to my archive so i can count ur visit! yea and all my links are there and my info so go have fun on the archive page!!! :-D ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:11:13 p.m.

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NEW LAYOUT!!!!!
Tuesday, May 21, 2002 - 11:59 p.m.


Well?!?!? What do u think????? I've been shopping around for new latyouts and i found this one, i have to do lots of custom things and formatting ect. so that it works for a blog, cuz it was made for a diaryland account. Ahh but i love it! Its like, sugaredlemon uncovered...haha. SHE IS WEARING A BATHING SUIT!!!! ok! She is not in nuddy pants, and she is not in a bra (as much as some of u wish she was!) WEll its really really late...i'm gonna do some more work but then gtg to bed! Sleep times!!!!  ♥

Zoe likes to rub her stummy...^_^ at:11:59 p.m.

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